SORRY FOR THE LATE POST DEAR XD

another ig announcement...

charlie is adopted finally!!!

hundreds of thx 2 lucas =w=

will visit him soon 2 c howz charlie XDXDXD

anyway...

sori 2 neko~~

its been ages...

n bcz of my workload...i seriously 4got T.T

i'll giv every1 their real 1s soon =w=

KITTEN FOR ADOPTION

as usual i was walking back home

it was dark...n was gonna rain pretty soon

den i saw a little sillhoutte...

it was a kitten

so small tat it is quite insignificant to unobservant people

it was shivering so hard

n so skinny

i cant resist but 2 bring it bak home ^^

introducing charlie XD

female, 1month ++

a stray kitty


it was abandoned very early i suppose

it was supposed to be milking from its mum

had to buy milk replacement for it =w=

aint she cute? <3

but i cant keep it forever....

so...before i decide to send it over to SPCA...

or let it go wild when it's older...

sum1 out der...do try n adopt it ^^

its smart n so cute XDXD

it oni poops in da litter box aka jz a box.....buahahaha

can any1 show a little bit of love?? <3<3<3

NOT DEAD

my blog had not died...

jz...not in2 writing here lately

i'v been pouring out in my own journal~~

n been writing on it ever since...

truth 2 b told i almost 4got i hav a bloggie XDDDD

n.....1 gd news

i'm in love =)

it's been a while

but finally i'm able 2 love again

u'v been oways der for me

although its been only a week of us being together

i feel the bond between us growing

although we'r apart now

i noe in our hearts we will miz each other always

i miss u so much

~~~

~~~~

my baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!
introducing cross in2 da big happy family

kawaii deshou?? XDXDXD
she's my new baby >w<

name : cross

birth cert name : currently not known yet

mka certified

breed : siberian husky
colour : grey and white

age : 2 months old

reason of name : der's a cross shape mask around her forehead

namer : courtesy of yours truly

KYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~

how can she b so cute?!?!?!?!

so handsome n beautiful!!!!

the fur of hers is so soft n puffy

so comfortable in my arms
with those beautiful ethereal mako blue eyes
aaaaa~~~~
she is god's best creation evaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!! 4 ME!!! XDXDXD

left her in ipoh...2 noisy...can put in sunway...if not will kena sue

everyday 3g until my mum oso malas wana layan me...T.T

I MISS MY BABY NYAAAAAAAAAAA

=3=
CROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

COME BAK 2 MOMMY~~

n 1 gd news

I'M FINALLY FREE OF HOES~~~~

@W@ @W@

-philips lcd 24-inch

-gigabyte extreme ex58 motherboard wif 3 way crossfire n sli 3-channel ddr3 4gb ram

-nvidia quadro core platinum

-logitech keyboard, speakers, mouse

-dlink wireless adapter

-tooya 11-inch tablet

equals to cost of 5k++....=w=

its killing but worth it.....

I'M FINALLY FREE~~~

n able 2 run autodesk maya @W@ its fun but...i still dun understand nya~~~

wana complain...

y toa use so much money ah

i noe i shud'v expected it

$$$ flies~~~

i wan more jobs...can mah...T.T

anyway i found tis store at cheras

sugoi na~~ i din noe kimloy is so popular >W<

p/s : i miss cross

p/s 2 : i miss cross

p/s 3 : i miss cross

p/s 4 : i still miss cross

p/s 5 : teng...i stil dun reali get da piano =w=

i'm not innocent
nor a coward

i've been depending on myself
i'm not afraid
of burdens, troubles and consequences


listen up bitch


i will do anything to protect my family


mark my words


the day my family is harmed


i will return it 2 u


by a BILLION times more



我讲得出，做得到


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i'v nvr cried infront of u
u told me



i nvr did...2 show i'm strong
its a blessing 2 hueva hu saw my tears


i look in2 ur eyes


n i will not break tat record


every1's heart is filled wif sorrow
but mine is consumed by hatred


u looked at me, speechless


'u will pay for wat u had done'


i left

wonder

i wonder how it feels
to go to heaven



i wonder how it feels
to send sum1 to hell



i wonder how it feels
to c the beautiful crimson warmth flow



i wonder how it feels



to kill

PUZZLE....contradictions

been in2 rubik's cube..
teng taught me...n used my basic understanding 2 solve it
no webbie...no solution
jz my own brain...2 find it out
used almost 2days
n lastly...i solved everthing
except 4 jz 1 corner...
jz 1.....
.....................
i tried my best
mayb i din try hard enuf?


from der i realise...
i cannot solve everything by myself
no matter how hard i try


no matter how i try
its not enuf
not enuf..


ever since young, u seldom pay attention 2 me
bcz i'm considered clever, smart
mature enuf 2 take care of myself
tuitions, everything...i arrange myself
make decisions, ever since i'm young
seeing u so worried bout dem
every single time
n i was not in ur thoughts at all
a lot of times...i walked bak home myself bcz u forgot bout me...
2 used 2 tat
i admit...i felt a pang of jealousy blooming in myself
....
i'm not all that mature am i?


now is my turn
left wif both of dem
once again u left me...both of u
i spent time wif dem..nurturing our bond
smiling when dey happily eat their food
frowning when dey disobey
i understand...the responsibility


u came bak


u'r in pain
i'm unable 2 help


i c u in da face
but espressionless


pain stinging on my cheek
seeing u leave


i feel sadness
unable 2 cry


mind fogging
seeing nothing

nothing....


seeking comfort
in the rain


i cant do anything
nothing



at all....



my life....resemblea a picture puzzle

now its missing 1 piece

tat 1 piece...
i'm unable 2 find


我的家....散了

BON ODORI 2009

i believe pictures is worth a thousand words